But if i go alone i'll be way out of my element (think lawrence in arabia but without the ability to adapt and without the "am i gay, or am i just really british" connotations). Im worried that im just going to feel akward the whole time. oh wtf am i bitching about, people are starving in third world countries! bombs are being dropped on the ones that dont die of starvation! rosie o donell has her own goddamn magazine!